Jave'sMonday, May 8, 2000, 05:46 a.m.
I broke your heart.. I failed to make you feel your importance..I've been stupid..I made ,mistakes..you don't deserve what you got..I made you crash..never have I thought that I could love someone as I love you..never did I think that I could hurt you the way that I did.. never did I think..I'm sorry for the way I was..Sorry if you feel loss..sorry if you feel that I you don't know me anymore for I'm not the same as before..I know words aren't enough.. apologies don't register.. Thank you for showing me love..I regret the way I was.. thank you for the fresh start..the clean slate..I know we have a long way to go..I know that your heart needs to be mended..I'll stay beside you and wait..If you choose to stay or if you choose to leave, I will still love you and be the best of what I can be for you..whether as your love or as your friend..you will have me right here beside you..I love you and I have changed for us..Words are cheap..thank you for allowing me to show you how much I do love you..

Jave's1st Entry:Monday, September 15, 2003, 08:40 a.m.
I Love you so much Stellar...